Well the time has come..........i have to quit smoking, I've been dragging my feet and making a fool of myself for telling everyone that i am when i continue to do so. I feel like I'm letting everyone down including myself.
I really hate the fact that i started in the first place, i was young and my friends smoked and i thought what the hell. Well I'm paying for it now, my health is at a steady decline and the people that i like are annoyng me to death about it. I KNOW I HAVE TO FUCKING QUIT, BUT THE LAST THING I NEED IS SOMEONE BREATHING DOWN MY NECK TELLING ME THIS. I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW!
Well it starts today, all i have to say is that I'm going to be edgy and people better not piss me off or their going to get an ear full.
